Option 1: migrate
Option 2: Suicide
Option 3: be a blur bimbo n forget about everything thats ever happend.

if u have no idea what im saying, read below. it explains my whole 2 worst stories that happend, BOTH today. which has made this day extra stupid,sorrowful,sad,boring,disgusting,awful,hopeless and every other possible insult in the world. you might think im over reacting. Its just that today has been a horrible day for me.

WORST CASE SCENARIO ONE:
in school, was happy,jolly, and in a wonderful mood. as usual, since Jan,ive been lining up in my fren's class line. tot everything was normal when it happend. Mrs. *discipline teacher* suddenly ask the head and assistant monitors to check wether the correct ppl are sitting in their own class anot. i din hear properly so i din noe. when my fren say "SHIT LA.." then i asked her wad happen den i pulak say "SHIIITTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" after i heard that, i tried to cover myself using my friends body in front of me. but then d 3G assistant monitor ask me go out. LIKE OMG. how come the other assistant monitor n heads so cool nvr call out the other students sitting in the wrong LINE? ... then i was forced to walk up front. while trying to make my way up i was hoping another "female" would come up front too to accompany me up there. then when i reached out front. IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE ENTIRE MORNING SESSION. OMG!! then ONLY GUYS went OUT.. OMG!! -i heard that one girl tried to escape but she had to go d bbi.at least she didint have to stand up front!!!!- im my mind i was like repeating the word shit for dunno how many times. i looked at my friends for comfort. siting down far away from me. i communicated with them with hand n mouth sign laguage when the *discipline teacher* wasnt looking. i was so oo humiliated! hate this school. noob. argh! dunno what kind of shit rules are these. just ask us go back to our own places lah DONG!!! anyway, i stood there for quite some time and walked to the bbi after everyone has gone back to their own classes. *so damn pissed at that time* my prefect fren "working" in the bbi suddenly : HAR? WAD ARE U DOING HERE? what did u do?

me: i ter-lined up in the wrong line. eheh eheh. then everyone behind me that ter-lined in the wrong line aso kept laughing at my sakai grammar. enough of that, anyway, weve all been asked to sit at some corner n fill in forms for my *permanant record* for the year. the prefect took it down n i returned to my class. before that my good fren lin yen edi take my bag to my class. so.. TQTQTQ!!! on the way to my class, i had to cross a couple of my frens classes/ then they like ask " wad happen? wad happen?" lo. i think i kena demerit 3 oni. BUT WHO CARES?!! 40 demerit only i get kicked out of d skul. went back to class. felt REALLY GLOOMY AND SAD AND HUMILIATED. and that's where the 2ND WORST CASE SCENARIO HAPPEND. so much for my "happy,jolly, in a wonderful mood" day..

WORST CASE SCENARIO 2:
I was almost happy that everything about the 1st scenario had passed. so i tried to regain my happy-ness by talking to my friends. i wont be too detailed on this scenario cuz its more to my private life. One of my friends were saying werid,and disgusting things about me that arent true. i dont know where he gets his idiotic information from, but i had a strong feeling who it was. anyway, it was stupid, annoying n irritating. a little afraid on wad he would do. this thing made me even MORE PISSED. somore the stuff he said or wrote was a TOTAL LIE. i wont mention any names here as it would affect his life. im serious. got back home n i told him off. i wonder who would be the one trying to ruin my life, my repationship with my FRIENDS and my self-esteem.



Don't need to wish me luck this time. As it is already ruined.